Non productive, then sad
The only days that I feel bad about myself are those very few days when I am not as lively and productive as I can be. The day I feel I have not been very productive is the day I feel really sad. I just can't waste a day without being productive. I have to spend time with family, friends, play or learn something or implement something I have learnt. Even meditation is fine but not sit and watch TV or scroll through Facebook or other such time killers. I realized I cannot just sit and relax, doing nothing, even if it is a vacation.